This morning as I was walking through the forest I received the sense or the energy of limitlessness. It filled my body and was so light, so open, so expansive. It actually stopped me in my tracks with a WOW, I want more of this please. There was no end, there was no beginning. No matter which way I looked there it was, limitless-ness.
I started on a journey almost a year ago now to live my best life. It has been a different journey, one I couldn't have imagined a year ago. Often I wondered am I every going to get there? Not really knowing where there is.
I thought that by a year later I would be living an amazing life, my best life. I didn't have a clear definition of what that would be, I just knew that was what I wanted. Instead I have been clearing away all the clutter that didn't belong to me or that I no longer chose to hang onto.
I was way more familiar with limitations not limitlessness. This journey has shown me many ways I have been limiting myself each and every day and I've been doing it for 65 years. Limitations I willingly adopted from so many people, parents, teachers, peers, mentors and all the rest.
Yes, I like most people have been living my life by rules and limitations that weren't even mine. How crazy is that?
It really doesn't matter who I learnt them from as much as it matters that I now choose to become aware of them and let them go. This will free me to move forward with living my best life with more ease.
In the past year I became aware of when I was limiting myself. Awareness of when I was thinking fearful or negative thoughts, or judging what was good for me to do or not, what I should or shouldn't be doing. I now realize all of this was so limiting to me. That is the first level, the level of awareness, my awareness of me. A level of why do I do what I do or why is my life not working the way I would like it to be.
Awareness is the first step to change,
how can you change anything if you are not aware of it?
I became aware of limiting myself and I didn't like how it felt. It felt restrictive, confining, stuck and boxed in. That no long works for me, I have done that far too long. It is time to make new choices.
Everything I have been studying lately, the classes I have been taking and all I have been learning is about expansion, space, choices, possibilities, openness, receiving all the universe has to offer, all the universe wants to gift to me. The beauty of choosing to live in the now.
During the past year I have read words or I listen to words, and every now and then I really focus on what I have learnt. In so many ways it has just been, ok I hear you, I understand what is being said here, I can see how it will help me live my best life. But there is something missing, a piece I just wasn't getting. They were just words, I wasn't feeling the energy, being the energy.
The difference this morning was, I actually felt the energy of limitless-ness. Limitless space all around me and in me. A breakthrough, an Aha Moment, that's it, this is what has been missing. This feeling of limitlessness, a space where everything is possible, no restrictions!
Now that I've had this experience I desire more of this energy. How can I live my live from this wonderful energy of limitless-ness? How does that look? What is it going to take to live in this energy, to be this limitless energy? What is possible now that didn't seem possible before?
The world has opened up to me in a new and exciting way for sure. This is what the energy feels like to really be limitless, I like it, I like it a lot. I see the world differently now, I'm not sure what that means at this point, I just know it's there. I choose limitlessness I am limitless.
When I started on this journey almost a year ago, I didn't know where it would take me. I still don't. The where and how is no longer as important as it once was. It is more about the journey, about what else is possible each and every day. I can ask questions and I can make choices. How can I live my best life just for today? What else can I create from this space of limitlessness? What can I choose from a limitless universe? How can my life be better today than yesterday?
I hope you join me on this journey of discovery and change, of limitless-ness and possibilities and choice. I will be posting more blogs for you on www.hummingbirdandowl.com as well as doing some Facebook lives. Ashlee and I will be doing a 5 week Fun Creating Money series starting October 14. Sign up on Hummingbird and Owl facebook page and have some fun with us.
Let me know what you think of this blog, I would love to hear from you.